Sunday, April 6, 2008 @12:29 PM
I think now i really have phobia for relationship ... really being hurt badly. I start to lose trust in people after all, is because of her whom have broke the promises. I can't even trust her, is even tougher to trust others. If all my exs come back to me ask me to choose, i think will choose my 1st gf. At least she is better than my previous gf, she did ask for patch when i was in the relationship with previous gf. But i cannot abandon her cause of the promises and also i dun wan to see her sad.