Monday, January 7, 2008 @1:24 AM
Today i chiong alot in maple 40% before i go wedding dinner .... then i felt very empty in my heart without her. I really hope me and her will have our wedding, when i see the bride and bridegroom walking to the stage with the blessing of so many people i really really feel like crying out. Somemore they tgt for 11 years leh !! stable relationship lar. What abt mine haiz so fragile .... from now i try not to date a christian girl anymore. I feel like dying in my heart and nobody understand how i feel. Den i heard the song ni zui zhen gui esp the chorus i will give u a red rose in chinese lar remind me i gave her the rose on her birthday. Since there is noting can be done i rather. From this moment we cut off all ties i am left all alone, i really feel like dying somemore i was so lonely. Everyday i facing the four wall sooner or later will go crazy hope that god will send some1 to love me and take care of me. Not like her say what god want us to break WTF