I fear the cold of being alone

2008-08-03T19:56:00.002+08:00

Back to blogging again, of course got things to write then blog lar..... Today i wan to blog is about to not judge a book by it cover. In my life i hate people who judge other people based on apperance, Example when you go to a shop then the salesman/sales lady dun wan to serve u but serve those "ang moh" just because u dun wear as nice as them or because u are asian. I myself was judge by my gf's sis and her mom, her mom do not like me wear earrings and her sister felt that i "gangsterish" haiz . Seriously i m tired!

2008-07-22T00:30:00.002+08:00

Your view on yourself:Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on educationEducation is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve

2008-06-23T14:42:00.000+08:00

YOYOYO so long nvr blog damn lazy to blog, came back from Perhintian about 2 weeks already. Finally get my diving license, soon moving house going to my dad's place. Alot of unhappy things happen but is ok, that life. We should always view things from different kind of angle, and have to understand in life. There will be gain and loss, you might loss somethings like spend 500+ dollars on diving but i gain experience how diving is like and my license.

So my dear friends always view things from different angles

2008-06-05T12:25:00.002+08:00

Last week friday went to m'sia, place was quite rundown lar, but we just go there for a few days. Everyday eat crab, and also bak kut teh all this. Come back only already very busy, ytd went to eat dim sum buffet omg can tahn han so long till 11+ very tired keep walking. This few days really lazy to blog and going for diving this coming friday together with Wei hao

2008-05-21T18:25:00.003+08:00

This few days have been living quite a vibrant life because of somebody i think i live very well because of that person. I think noting much to say nowadays i need sometime to blog it. This few days quite busy =).

2008-04-29T22:19:00.001+08:00

LAst week went fishing on the wed with wei yuan, lol i think it was quite fun because long time nvr go and i felt the time pass super fast lar. But majority of the fishes are cat fish lol got big and small but lazy to upload too many pics. Will go fish soon hehe if want to join me let me know but pls prepare your gear along =)

2008-04-15T23:57:00.002+08:00

Today spend a sum of money sia all thanks to the body shop sales lar i buy 2 perfumes because is no longer producing and quite like the perfume and smell no bad then buy lor. But heart pain lar, sometime i think i willing to spend on food then on others. After in this class now i felt i finally learn something because i felt my course a bit dry at time but i really did learn things different from secondary all this. also watch the rogue lol i think the show not up to certain standard because the a bit contridicting.

2008-04-10T20:47:00.002+08:00

Ytd was not so happy day wa piang play dota winning then suddenly not feeling well then anyhow play lor my fren kb me for feeding. I really intend to leave half way and go home sleep 1 was feeling giddy. Hmmm still feeling shy in class but start to make a few friends and stem diagram pronounce as steam diagram WTH LOL. And my paid for last month is about 600 this time can go diving lor . and buy some other things as well

2008-04-06T12:29:00.003+08:00

I think now i really have phobia for relationship ... really being hurt badly. I start to lose trust in people after all, is because of her whom have broke the promises. I can't even trust her, is even tougher to trust others. If all my exs come back to me ask me to choose, i think will choose my 1st gf. At least she is better than my previous gf, she did ask for patch when i was in the relationship with previous gf. But i cannot abandon her cause of the promises and also i dun wan to see her sad.

2008-04-05T14:51:00.003+08:00

Rather sian. This few days my life revolve around Wei Hao even thought i was freak out by him lar keep saying he like me. But he is my suck cock buddy lar, I think without him life will be like without colour cause if i always go out with him. If without him i think everyday go home or stay at home. Today gotna rot at home think alot of things again ! Sch start damn soon class E46H dun know how to survive there none of them i know leh. still will try my best to get into U. After all if without wei hao can i find somebody like him to be there for me ....

2008-04-03T01:29:00.002+08:00

somebody really spoilt my day . KNS say until i very lousy bf sia, den during stead tt time i wan break she beg like beggar plz i go commit suicide if u break up wif me. now say i attitude not very good lar what she wanti cannot give. She poor like shit cannot even afford to go watch movie at times still haf to pay for her say i very sucky. 50% out on a date i pay, damn piss off. some girls really change very fast break le say until i very sucky. During stead stick more den a super glue lor ! Go find a better bf den ! I think is my luck that she left me seriously such hyporcrite girl dump away also nvm

2008-03-26T16:19:00.002+08:00

today was rotting at home ytd , i m unhappy wif WH. Both of us dun feel good but i am just stubborn, we take the same train but we dun sit tgt pretend we dun know each other .... today was watching 霍元甲 the tv series by ekin his actual wife very nice lar knowing he like another girl yet she refuse to fulfill the marriage let him and that girl tgt. I was envying him why got such nice girl in his life... =x i really tired and dun know wad to do in my life. Asking me go back to god at time i got thought of it but looking at my life like that i think forget it not i unworthy of HIM. Is i angry wif HIM why my life is like that !!

2008-03-22T03:56:00.002+08:00

today felt disappointment until today i think finally i understand who she really is and no point wasting time on such person. Even thought a lot ppl have broke up this year but i think let keep looking forward dun need to get upset by our EX. Definitely there will always better 1 waiting for us

2008-03-07T02:30:00.002+08:00

How's my life this few days? up and down. Ytd stay over at the cafe and WH start to ustd more abt me. We also start to have misunderstanding and we calling each other "dar dar" omg !! haha we went to ate porridge for supper den go back cafe play a while den sleep. Today start to know some1 is already attached haha Seriously was really suprised. But afterall she is a very nice girl that guy who won her heart really super HENG AR !!!

2008-02-22T11:15:00.002+08:00

Ytd was quite a long day working in cafe from 1pm till 11.30pm lucky got wei hao entertain me or else i die. But i quite enjoy because he is somebody who will listen to other peoples idea. Somemore ytd was under staffs, then after work was playing game with my fren suddenly recieve call from li ping who is she??? haha is tt girl lar she sound so piss off i was so shock, so she has a misunderstanding with "jing bao" then she talk 2 sentences like tt den hang up my phone. After that i go clarify with "jing bao" then i go call her this time round is very relaxing. So i talk to her from clarke quay to simei then i ask her to hang up cuz tml she is working which is today. Will update again =)

2008-02-16T17:28:00.003+08:00

YTD have a event in the cafe some customers are nice some are not but i dun bother too much because that part of our job. =). While we were cleaning up the cafe because it was a mess then the fm88.3 play this song 残废. Actually start to feel emo le then when i was alone resting while waiting for the rest i was thinking alot of things. Then Wei hao ask me whether want to stay back and play mahjiong then kaejer already keep saying we losing then really lose money total 12 dollars then also i become banker 5 times to complete 1 full game for 4 hours leh!! Then we talk alot rubbish while playing. Then play till 6am wa piang no cab wait until 6.45 then come. reach home an hour later then i wash face brush teeth then change i went to bed wake up then bath. haha Majority of the cafe ppl are my buddy. =) esp Samuel, kenneth and Wei hao.
分手就分手别把话说得太美我像个残废飞不出你的世界借不到一点安慰为什么你拼命后退
退到了边界结果我没了知觉就连痛都嫌浪费. This chinese wordings is for her.

2008-02-15T13:30:00.000+08:00

Ytd was V'day this 2 years have been saving money because never date any girl at all, and was working ytd at night. What come to my suprise i saw Wei ting and Bi ru at my work place, they gave me a chocolate. =) and ytd was quite busy fully booked in the cafe, not i want to praise myself but i felt those girl who came keep looking at me. Haha anyway like this 2 years during this period i don't have any gf but after tt will start to come =x like last year april or june... Den went to carrefour to buy ice cream but could't see the cashier girl =x

2008-02-13T12:31:00.002+08:00

Ytd was a tiring day went out with "jing bao" fo sushi buffet haha lucky i never eat till feel like vomit. Then after that we went to buy 4D .... then i went around look for condom with flavour. The went to carrefour buy lar the orange flavour, but jing bao was damn pai sei so we went down to make our payment lar. We went to a chio bu counter name "li ping" haha went i make the payment i explain i am not using it lar. So she was laughing, then i insist ask for plastic bG because this going to be wei hao 21st b'day present. Then the plastic bag so thin then i dun dare ask for more so "jing bao" help me lar. Then the lady laugh again that was so embrassing, den we intend to buy drink put in my bag to bring in to the cinema. So we make the payment from her again then she though i want more carrier then she gif me more ........ Actually 2 is enuff !! haha then "jing bao" dare me to ask number from her. which i dun dare den after that went for movie watching AH LONG PTE LTD the show not bad quite nice. quite funny too, so after the movie went down cause jing bao lose to me so she going to take her number but she have left. So heng ar then after that go for wei hao b'day party lar give him the ORANGE CONDOM!! haha

2008-02-10T01:15:00.000+08:00

Chinese new years to me is like gambling to keep the bondings haha we play small. think dis year win 10 dollars only. But juz entertainment play to kill time .... then also time to catch up with my "uncles" haha ya lor. That all for this few days might haf a gathering wif my "uncles" again will try to organise

2008-02-05T13:14:00.000+08:00

Yawn today will be at home alone so sad .... somemore later haf to mail a letter. Haiz i start to get used to a single life already since me and her over for a month already. Perhaps this allow me to understand promises make by love can be broken very easily. Anyway the past relationship i also forget lots of incident, and it is good to do that wad the point remembering those things juz to make myself more heartbroken. Now i ustd wad kind of relationship i looking for, she really a total disappointment. Have to forget everythings, including her even how she look like all take it as a dream. A sour dream that last 6 months

2008-02-03T00:54:00.000+08:00

S$74.80 S$129.00

Anyway me and her ... haven't been contact for a few days, infact she hurt me so much that i really feel numb ..... Haiz life still haf to goes on even though she haf left me. Lucky BOBO go wif me to get all dis or else alone NY shopping very sian lor, Y i will mention her because me and BOBO walk past the street where me and "her" used to walk

2008-02-02T22:44:00.000+08:00

Today went out wth BOBO for new year shopping dun know why so many ppl so bobo dun know how to auto 1 leh mean those passerby. So me and BOBO met at somerset but dun know why we from there walk to taka instead of from orchard. Then BOBO wan to eat smthg den went go get takoyaki after tt went to pull and bear the changing room que was super long lar WTH den bought 2 shrts from pull and bear then went to singtel look at some hp den we go puma all dis. Before we left to wisma BOBO fault go there for 5 mins then we go cineleisure due to the rain we walk back to taka 1st. Lucky BOBO got bring the umbrella den went to the limited edition shop opp pasta mania alot nice shoe but either dun have my size, furry or beyond budget. Just before to left the shop we saw 3rd storey got nike den go see den finally get my shoe from there the D.O.B of the shoe is 29-01-2008 =x. Lame hor den went across the street drank java chips. The BOBO call the mom, which cancel the reunion dinner then we went to chinatown to have my dinner den take 2 pictures of the deco

2008-02-02T01:25:00.000+08:00

Today at work kena scolding from an ASSHOLE but dun care lar . AT least the rest of the ppl are not so bad and we keep on talking abt the same topic OMG. haiz i think current i was not a very good state, i am so call like backslided already leh. Perhaps is after the talk, i felt there is smthg wrong maybe is juz me haf problem. Dun noe how long am i able to continue dis walk. This year valentine day will be working aiya not so bad since i m single

2008-01-31T10:25:00.000+08:00

Ytd after school went to china town to find my god parents haha if u all dun know who den too bad. They have just finish their dessert then they were asking me when am i going to rebond my hair. Then they suggest go now because they want to have hair cut, so we went there do my rebonding. Hahah they actually want to highlight the hair but instead they help him dyed to dark brown. Then for me i was having my rebonding wa waited 1 and the half hour to finish, including trim. After rebonding then i know my hair is so long and so curly

2008-01-29T01:02:00.000+08:00

This 1 i think is for GOD, why am i facing so many trials i am very tried. i really cannot breath, i really feel like giving up on my faith. God plz do smthg abt it i really feel like dying !!! I really need a helper, why aren't u sending aid to me. i am really going crazy with this. haiz wad can i do? other than pray, can't u do smthg abt it juz help me. I think i haf enuff problems for now. God plz understand what in my's mind and please SAVE me from all this. After all for YOU are merciful.

2008-01-28T13:51:00.000+08:00

WHY I HAFING SO MUCH ARGUEMENT WITH PPL NOWADAYS. JUZ ARGUE WIF MY EX, BECAUSE I JUZ WAN TO REUTNR HER THE WALLET BECAUSE IS THE HALF A YEAR ANNIVERSARY GIFT. HAIZ I ALSO HAVE A SERIOUS ARGUEMENT WIF MY MOM, WHY AM I FACING SO MUCH. YTD SERMON IS I WILL BE WITH YOU AND NEVER FORSAKE ME, 2NDLY ALSO IN BOOK OF JOSHUA IS BE VERY STRONG AND COURAGEOUS . God did say his yoke is light but i felt maybe i dun rely him alot and that why i have lots of problem and i feel so trouble, 2ndly is god did say he will give me rest, but i dun find myself resting. anyway i thank god tt i went to ST john chapel .... a chance to follow up with the rest of the ppl there.

2008-01-27T01:19:00.000+08:00

juz chat wif my uncle the 1 whom i haf been staying wif, because i heard he want to renovate his house i dun wan him waste money to renovate for me lar. So i told him i want to move out, which i felt is like i am so call haf to stay wif my dad something like force. Haiz wth i really feel so down, why are problems keep coming when i haqven't settle it. I haf to feel the loneliness !! i really been feeling very down. Why ppl keep asking me to think abt others, Y ? Y? y am i always the 1 who being sacrifice. ='(

2008-01-26T14:05:00.000+08:00

I hate the world i living in why like tt !! is like a hell lor, holidays coming i want to fully occupy myself. At time i think working if FUN because we can see other people happy. Which do give a sense of satisfaction, anyway we all went to E - Sprit and end up bought a Shirt. Next week i will not be coming except on tue and wed.

2008-01-23T21:15:00.000+08:00

Ytd i went to collect my jean from taka, after that i went to buy my ipod touch and it casing. Then ytd not many ppl so we learn new game lor, then come home figuring my ipod. Mel say my ipod got more feature because they upgrade the ware !! haha i just found up then she ask me where i get my ipod, i say newton apple. Then she really believe haha, Why you so confident ! anyway i felt there is nth can change how i feel towards her... Hope she will chose what is best for her

2008-01-21T22:45:00.000+08:00

It the naggy me again but i juz cannot keep all dis in my heart, because i will go crazy. Anyway me and her intend to fall out, even we die also dun meet. I know is very extreme but since SHE SO BLOODY HEARTLESS WHAT THE POINT. I REGRET for having her my gf because she was so irresponsible. Haiz she is just bloody hell who repay kindess with evil, this time my heart turn to particle that cannot be seen. I want to move on, my birthday she did nth much. what kind of ex she was, her b'day i gave her rose. OMG forget it just piss me off even more

2008-01-21T17:27:00.000+08:00

Haiz i really dun understand what thing i have commit she now avoiding me, we used to chat over the phone even before we date each other. Many ppl have ask me to give up her and move on but is not as easy as ABC. I really try my very BEST to do it. At time i really hate myself, why just i give up just like that. Things are beyond control, ohhh ya i want to thank Aunty poh ling and her family. She sang a birthday song to me ytd, infact is my 1st time tt somebody sing a birthday song for me this year. My this year birthday wish is that i can find somebody love me and care for me. Because i don't want to walk alone ....

2008-01-19T23:06:00.000+08:00

About 1 more hour to the End of my birthday, today not so bad all thanks to Gladys because she have accompany me throughtout the whole afternoon and evening. It was quite FUN really, we went for buffet i keep on eating Tofu. Hey gladys i want to eat your "tofu" haha, she will get what i trying to say =x. Then we went stroll around go Apple to check it out, looking at ITOUCH all this. Then go play arcade, that was damn FUN. Then we go watch Cloverfield, the movie so so but was quite freak out at certain part. She haf to bear wif me .... haha, then we went to shop and i got a jean from Levis for my new year. Then i send her home, YTD went to watch the JAY CHOU CONCERT 2008 with angela, i enjoy watching the performance by jay. He sing a lots like Cai Hong, Huang jing jia, Huo yuan jia and also NU ZAI HENG MANG. And i felt Jay voice a bit kiddy tt wad i feel lar no offense. I will still got for the Next concert if possible. Jay plz come back again Hope this time u celebrate my birthday not your. HAHA =x

2008-01-18T13:13:00.000+08:00

See show me attitude again ....! kns dun go watch lar you act big shot. Money also won't refund u is your problem please check your attitude when you ask a favour. Spoilt my day again and again, i don't own u ok bloody bitch damn piss off. I have been controlling myself already, SERVE you right waste the 110 dollars cannot go watch. Because of your attitude, you think i own u ar! knn wtf trying to PISS ME OFF

2008-01-17T21:01:00.000+08:00

Some girls really thing they big SHOT !! ask her go H.K still want to say me, hey i nvr ask u to pay right !!! sponsor u still kb me, u go and die lar. Everytime like to complain to PAUL den go ahead lar, really cannot take it u THINK U CHIO BU OR NICEST GIRL. NO WONDER ALL UR EX FIND NEW GF including me, UR ATTITUDE IS NVR NICE. U NOW NO MONEY, ALSO NO LOOK, ALSO NO FIGURE DUN TRY TO ACT BIG SHOT HERE !! SPOILT MY DAY BECAUSE OF A BLOODY IDIOT, went to haf dinner wif my dad was still quite happy. Because of her spoilt my day, when i am there u dun cherish i pray god will gif u a BIG FUCK. I SEE HOW NICE UR FUTURE BF.

2008-01-17T00:30:00.000+08:00

SORRY for being an asshole this time round, i know we won't patch back anymore that why i hurt her. I know i am such a jerk but i dun think u all understand how i feel. I hope this time round she will give up as well, i am angry because she chose to break yet she still like want me to accompany her study. I mean unless i really so bored then i will chose to go bah, i will rather go work or go out with my DARLINGS. LASTLY i want to get an ipod touch ..... SO COOL lar

2008-01-16T09:24:00.000+08:00

HMMM juz feel the heartpain in my heart, because i love her alot yet there is nth i can do ultimately i really dun know wad i can ask from her. Afterall u happy can le, my life still have to move on. Since the day we are over, there is like a barrier that build around us. We have noting to talk also le, i hope by april i can fully let go of this relationship. I think u will be happy after tt. No pt crying over a relationship which u dun make an effort to build it back. That all i feel like talking to u. Don't talk about sad stuffs with her in my mind everythings will turn to sadness, she no longer bring happiness to me but sadness. My uncle intend gif me 400 dollars for present what should i buy, i also look forward going out with Glady on my b'day. ^^

2008-01-15T19:10:00.001+08:00

This few days have been editting my blog so recently maybe too free perhaps too many things inside my heart. Today we never go school again went to evelyn place played mahjiong actually got work. But i don't want to anti SOCIAL my fren so i insist i can only work earliest 5+. So they find somebody take over me, i miss the presence of my W46A darlings. Then went to buy headphone .... 55 dollars haha not not bad lar. I remember the last time i bought is about 3 months back. Then went to MOS burger, they were chatting. I was trying on my headphone, then went home. I know i don't feel good and people around me also feel the same. But i hope they will cheer up, because i know the pain. Want to see people around me to be happy. Sorry peeps if i was insensitive, i know i might put on a strong act inside me is empty , sadness and lost.

2008-01-14T14:25:00.000+08:00

She just msn me i was really quite disappointing, i know at time angry is very scary. But last time she won't say don't hit me all this things. What give her the impression i will do that ?

站在十字路的交点
该怎么走我却只剩回头
除了你给的伞我再也没有别的借口
去拥有你的什么
你能体谅我有雨天偶尔胆怯你都了解
过去那些大雨落下的瞬间
我突然发现
谁能体谅我的雨天
所以情愿回你身边
此刻脚步会慢一些
如此坚决你却越来越远牵手和分手来自同一双手
做回朋友我却为何不懂挽留
你能体谅我有雨天
偶尔胆怯你都了解
过去那些大雨落下的瞬间
我突然发现谁能体谅我的雨天
所以情愿回你身边
此刻脚步会慢一些如
此坚决你却越来越远
是否太晚路已走远
我的眼眶泪太满
走不回你身边
你能体谅我有雨天偶尔胆怯你都了解
过去那些大雨落下的瞬间我突然发现
谁能体谅我的雨天
此刻脚步会慢一些如此坚决
你却越来越远
You are really so far now... i really can't see it

2008-01-12T13:11:00.000+08:00

Afterall why they like to use the name of God. What God said, For God surely judge them for using his name which is not actually from HIM. Currently i look at the church everyone like trying to act "Holy" or should i say act like " they are really close with God" but i told her if i got scripture to backup why the relationship can be from God Would you leave with me. She chose to stay behind .... I thought u really want to be serious with GOD but i am wrong. I really look down on you for being useless unable not stand up for our relationship . Secondly stop using god name when u actually cannot do it. Dun try to act holy because u are not, u still chose to remain in the church which twist the WORDS of GOD than finding a new church teaching the right thing. IT TOTALLY DISAPPOINTMENT. You left with me noting, and if i think of u. I think u are more sad than me, at least i might not live a christian life because of my faith. But i know God's words and i will try my very best to follow HIM. For you seeing God yet chose the foolish way, i have noting to say. You just let me look down on you for trying to act "HOLY" is not about god or me. But is you

2008-01-12T03:15:00.000+08:00

Ultimately is not about god now ... I told you i can find a verse to support my stand yet you still don't chose me. Yes i was super sad .... The problem is you and your " leaders" asking us to break now. Haiz no point continue then

2008-01-09T00:38:00.000+08:00

明年这个时间

约在这个地点

记得带着玫瑰

打上领带系上思念

动情时刻最美

真心的给不累

太多的爱怕醉

没人疼爱再美的人也会憔悴

我会送你红色玫瑰(你知道我爱流泪)

你别拿一生眼泪相对

未来的日子有你才美梦才会真一点

我学着在你爱里沉醉

你守护着我穿过黑夜

我愿意这条情路相守相随

你最珍贵

2008-01-08T14:32:00.000+08:00

This few days have not been eating well because of her.... Even though QL have a vision for me and pray for me. The vision was i am alone at my mom's place and i felt very trouble. Is accurate, infact i really feel i m left alone and i was having problem to survive this few days. Since QL msg me i told her what really happen. But i don't think noting will help, i doubt even she wants me back i will take it like noting happen. Because i believe is not from god, that we .... The whole morning and afternoon i did not ate anything.

2008-01-07T01:24:00.001+08:00

Today i chiong alot in maple 40% before i go wedding dinner .... then i felt very empty in my heart without her. I really hope me and her will have our wedding, when i see the bride and bridegroom walking to the stage with the blessing of so many people i really really feel like crying out. Somemore they tgt for 11 years leh !! stable relationship lar. What abt mine haiz so fragile .... from now i try not to date a christian girl anymore. I feel like dying in my heart and nobody understand how i feel. Den i heard the song ni zui zhen gui esp the chorus i will give u a red rose in chinese lar remind me i gave her the rose on her birthday. Since there is noting can be done i rather. From this moment we cut off all ties i am left all alone, i really feel like dying somemore i was so lonely. Everyday i facing the four wall sooner or later will go crazy hope that god will send some1 to love me and take care of me. Not like her say what god want us to break WTF

2008-01-05T20:07:00.000+08:00

haiz this time my heart scatter into pieces again, because of she told me is God who ask u to let go of this. What about those memoris i really go crazy because of this and i have renounce christ. From ytd i m no longer a christian i haf been go back to maple because i haf left alone. What i can do is mapling bah, even though birthday is coming i rather be emo stay at home

2007-12-27T22:15:00.000+08:00

Haha it been such a long time i update my blog ........ This 2 weeks i have been busy, perhaps on items things bah. After 3 long years finally start working in F&B industry, The Settlers Cafe at clarke quay in north canal road. Feel free to drop by haha if want to play over there must check with my schedule then i can give u guys discounts. The job not so bad at time really busy and the people there mostly are very nice people. That day take cab after working full day wa piang 32.70 dollars super exp lucky company pay. The job allow us to eat as much as we could allow me to save money on lunch and dinner. Somemore we can game wahaha !!isn't tt great, And the camp is great as well. At 1st the campsite is quite scary just opposite OCH, 1st night was horrible cannot slp well because of Uncle Tony snore. LOL was like rhino sia then i was light sleeper in the 1st night. 2nd day i was very tired and we have fun espcially in the preparing of breakfast, DISC profile i always thought i was a high "D" person but now then i know i m a VERY "C" person Compliance. When building the tower already reflect our personality le and also the dinner i have cook for them. So pathetic have to compromise with my cooking, that day i lose my voice lar. At night the preaching and praying was POWDERFUL lar .... following day my team play the game very well actually i keep say dis and tt giving my ideas. Too bad they have to endure with my at night the risk was so aggresive lar but is juz a game after all. ^^summary of this few days

2007-12-10T14:16:00.000+08:00

2007-12-09T00:01:00.000+08:00

Ytd went to watch the Golden compass .... is mine and Iskandar show lol we are "demons" haha then went to macdonald and talk crap. Then a few of them came to my house and mess up my "chinese" house. Then i have my hair cut upload those pics tml

2007-11-29T22:34:00.000+08:00

haha have been watching 2 movies this 2 week Enchanted and also Beowulf ... both not bad lar haha. And also ytd was really pissed off i did the slide yet have to do conclusion all dis very ANGRY so left the class. But after all i still love those pals in the class haha waiting to jam again with them

2007-11-24T12:44:00.000+08:00

haha longtime nvr update i guess now is the time i enjoy this week as in spend some quality time with my classmates lar. They are really nice pal, u guys rox man but i hate the bloody faci alex shit him. Bloody asshole obviously he dun mark fairly, haha but what make me feel like coming to church is W46A ppl perhaps dis is 1 of the best class i ever had haha. Hey notice: Jamming at mon evening after school. PPL plz remind iskandar to book the studio plz!! Haha
Forgive me plz....
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for youIf you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

By Chinese boi aka praying mantis from W46A =x

2007-11-18T21:50:00.000+08:00

today went to support our good fren haha ... den i go catch the fish using paper net haha i catch a lot with just 3 dollars haha i m a pro fisherman. For i will fish people in future haha

2007-11-15T00:11:00.000+08:00

14 nov went to eat botak jones again was disappointed somehow because they take a bit too long to cook the burger and the burger was medium cook still a bit raw but it was juicy and they did gif us nacho and minced meat for us like complimentary for taking so long time. But after all the burger was still nice and tasty. Wa then i go brush my teeth wa it bleed alot lol like vampire sucking blood like tt. Still got somebody offer 500 bucks for my ticket for jay chou gosh i won't sell it cause he is my idol lol. perhaps 1000 i will sell haha and today class was damn fun u all dun be "racist" leh !! haha

2007-11-11T22:39:00.000+08:00

Wow ytd stay at cousin's place it quite good place got alot of things to eat. Then went home in the noon today i dun understand what happen to me i was very hot temper today but after tt i dun care abt anythings and some sorrow was planted in my heart which i also dun know how i have it haiz ... anyway i when i hearing jay's new album it keep me looking forward for his concert.

2007-11-10T10:58:00.000+08:00

Currently was living with my uncle because that time he was alone when my grandma pass away which was 2 years ago but nevertheless he have a gf now and they soon going to get marry. Which i intend to move out perhaps might stay with my dad but my cousin mom say if i dun like to stay with my dad can shift over that was great. The place is at holland but a bit far from school at least can stay with my cousin remind me that when both of my grandparents around when i was staying at cantonment road those cousins and my family are under one roof. Espcially staying with "ah jian" haha he is like my little brother because his younger than me a few months but by right he is my uncle i really looking forward to stay with him cause he is a person that influence lots in my life and he is a very important person to me.C'mon i m not gay =p this is brotherly love

2007-11-08T23:46:00.000+08:00

haha ytd was a fun day lar went to seoul garden do lots of foolish stuffs haha espcially iskandar tt "asshole" dump the beef and we throw some food at the corner. Then went to play pool lar but pub is quite fun espcially we drink some haha sash turn drunk and she was like .... then we went macdonald for dinner wa we were damn hungry LAR!! but i was a bit drunk at the pub after tt ok already anyway Jidi dun sad lar !! cheer up u r "HOT"

2007-10-27T00:22:00.000+08:00

Haha fail the slope again too many things to learn but is ok not much comment from the instructor. Maybe next time will do better i keep forgeting to off signal and on the slope. I will be back to challenge it again

2007-10-22T20:37:00.000+08:00

Wa sian lor my laptop don't know why install the spyware .... den haf to reformat lar piang eh reformat 3 time from 9am - 4.30 yet my system still crash den haf to repair lar leave sch at 6.15 wa lao super sway lar !!!

2007-10-16T21:17:00.000+08:00

Today we went to Botak Jones for dinner wow the fish and chips is quite nice not as what i think because i thought it taste almost the same but his is really thick and also not like marshy type and it also cost not that expensive i was intending to eat the Australian Rib eye but it was quite costly almost double the price of the fish & chips. Somemore perhaps sat going

A.M.K to eat fish & co so must budget.

2007-10-14T21:58:00.000+08:00

AIyo today the outreach progamme turn not not that well lar because not many many turn out mostly is our own people. Some of the game is quite fun, some not so fun lar . WAH i headache sia espcially calculate and also brief the game, cause i hate repeating myself for lots of time. HAHA sry guys if my tone is a bit too harsh anyway hope u guys enjoy those games lar. After that we went to A.M.K at the summo hse for dinner the food not really fantastic lar 1 word to describe SUX but wad to do we want to budget. Then i haf a bad stomachache wa i feel like rashing home to do my "BUSINESS" but i haf to endure.....

2007-10-13T22:08:00.000+08:00

Today have a huge disagreement lar then she talk so loud den so pai sei lar everybody was looking at us. Anyway after that i ask Uncle tony to join me to learn wakeboarding lar haha and he probably will join in the fun haha. Then went to A.M.K hub everywhere is so pack den intend to go SuMo hse yet also very full so bo bian went to jubilee eat ramen not so bad but a bit too HOT lar!!! And through dis i have become the " lame" club and saliva conscious club haha the slogan for the saliva conscious is " without saliva make a HAPPY MEAL" haha anyway i m the secertary of the CLUB ok haha

Wad a day =(

2007-10-12T22:45:00.001+08:00

Today suppose to end sch early lar the idiotic facilitator take her own sweet time i wonder why she like to ask so much question where everybody have noting much to ask. Another thing is about the Riding Theory evaluation, What i want to say is that it so different from the practice i have 10mins ago all those hand sign road sign and some words i never read before came out. WTH it so unfair i wanted to practice my basic theory but can't which made me fail my evaluation i got 76% need 90% to pass when i can pass it AHHH!! then hor the idiotic bus 187 so slow and i chase after the bus it purposely drive off dun let me it Damn that driver " WATCH OUT "

Monday 8 Oct

2007-10-10T23:42:00.000+08:00

This is the picture after photo after have my hair cut !!

Where is my food ??? i m starving
I found it soft shell crab Yummy

6 Oct horrible day for me

2007-10-10T22:20:00.000+08:00

Me and her was having some disagreement which lead to a horrible outcome. She was crying and i pass her my tissue, she "dao" me, i feel so uneasy lar. So i decide to go home but i could't help thinking of our past, oh my goodness i cry several times lar. You are important to me =' (